As I was alone reading, I ponder about life.

'When you want something, the universe will conspires to help you achieve it' As I was thinking back, what I have today is what I wanted. The universe has help me achieved it.

The questioned is what's next? I don't want to stop dreaming or achieving at this age. It's too early. I always want to do something big.

I know what I need to do. But why I am negotiating with the work? I shouldn't. I think I know the solution. Read more about the industry and put the right perspective in my paradigm. This is the only way to help me in articulating the benefit of what I am doing now.

People just can't cope with changes & mistake. That's the only reason why people stop knowing what they should do in their life. Yes, what they should for themselves and not what it should be. They have choose to be mundane every day. Huh, scarry thought.

First, I need to be clear. To be certain. I realized, not everyone can see their dream come through the same way as I am. But everyone understand this : enthusiasm. This can attract lots of people.

I need to be clear & certain, feeling enthusiasm and with the right vehicle, my dream life is around the corner.

What a profound realization.

Cause & Effect

It was Friday. We have WLS to attend. We made arrangement to send EeRynn to my mom's place in the afternoon. On the way to my mom's place, we told her that we will be going for meeting. She nods.

Eventually she dose off in the car. I carried her up to my mom's place and put her to bed. We left. I received a call in the evening. My mom called to inform that she's upset when she was awake knowing we have left. I tried to talk to her on the phone (I always do when we were away). According to my mom, she kicked the phone away. So I end the conversation by saying we will be back after meeting and wish her enjoying herself with grandma, grandma & her aunt.

When we reach home on Friday night, she has slept. On Saturday morning, when I was helping her in shower, I asked :

Mommy : EeRynn, mommy tried to speak to you yesterday. 'Poh Poh' told mommy you were not happy when you woke up.
EeRynn : Yes.
Mommy : Why are you not happy?
EeRynn : Because EeRynn want to find mommy daddy.
Mommy : Oh, remember mommy told EeRynn, mommy daddy will go to meeting for 3 days? That's why we come to 'poh poh's house.
EeRynn : Yes.
Mommy : So don’t have to be upset, but have fun this weekend with 'poh' 'poh' ok?
EeRynn : OK.